I’ve recently landed back in the Northern Rivers of NSW Australia, to birth my son.
Diving into the somewhat tortured sexual / domestically violent ancestral fires of Naarm~Melbourne is now complete for the year.
Whoa! What a harrowing but powerful spectral increase that was.
This year of our subordinated collective unconscious 2025 AD, I’ve curiously and wilfully integrated much of my direct contact with these shadow driven, ruthlessly territorial, ancestral ~ family ~ cultural systemic entities~fires.
Dark Ecologies are my benighted love. Contact heals, it calms organisms, ghosts and spirits down. Sensed Reality Medicine.
I’m now energetically ready to engage and pass on the latest iterations of this gnosis, these ‘shadow fires made conscious’, to those willing to surrender their constrictive dualism, entitlement, work ethic, and stay with the trouble, deeply listen, actualise and alter their consciousness enough to ecologically whisper some regenerative constitutions back into our animating structural selves and relations.
Resulting in faaaaar less recursive~extractive eco~psycho~somatic cultural loops of ideology, hypervigilance, delusion, drama addiction and armoured narrative ‘control’.
I ultimately perceive that the same occult, yet cunning military~mercantile intelligence, which fearfully constructed this armour, is in my bioenergetic experience, the exact same impersonal evolutionary intelligence which we can (un)learn to get out of the way of, and literally dismantle, recapitulate and integrate instead!
Pain into pleasure. Fight~Flight into circulation. Ever present grief as joy. And so on.
Instead of choking the biosphere within and without, we can ecstatically coax this armour out of extractive automation, and into living supple relation, cognition and consciousness.
We have a long way to go, but this intelligence is compound and accumulative, it accelerates!
Another way of putting this is, our pain is literally our evolutionary potential, beyond all our symbol driven contract(ion)s and managerialist hierarchies, our intrinsic ancient presence is reclaimed, and becomes our inherent medicinal power.
Living and working (constellating) in Melbourne, in the energy field (next door) of some perturbed yet shamanically formidable meth-heads, certainly wielded some otherwise inaccessible contacts, deconstructions and transmutations.
However, after engaging with the variable complex intersubjective parasitic systems of Melbourne, I’ve recently let myself earn some nature rekinnecting sanctuary space and time, living on some upper ridge lined national park.
My partner and I are currently making a humble off grid home in some converted horse stables.
Clinic / Session space is already existent in another dwelling on the land.
I’ll also be walking my talk better, moving, engaging, psychoactively communing in the bush with some of you, to maximise medicinal contact, irritation, self reckoning and internal alchemy.
I’ve already done two sessions on this land since returning, and its various species and spirits have definitely got my back, with voluminous psychic confirmation. Much to birth.
So I’m now available for BioEnergetic DeArmouring Healing sessions in the Northern Rivers. Let’s Grow!
Thankyou for reading!
Trevor Wills – BioEnergetic DeArmouring
Art – Zachari Logan – https://zachariloganart.com/drawing
