I intensively engaged with A LOT of sexual trauma, domestic violence, and (quite probably from what was reported) malignantly narcissistic parent histories.

Contacting this pain directly was as harrowing as it was ecstatic.

But this is my vocation, altering my consciousness accordingly to meet the frozen parts of us organismically and shamanically, transmuting horror back into implicit safety, trust and (self as) contact.

Because ‘Normal Consciousness’, is (often covertly) always the problem.

We collaboratively accomplish strong (psycho-physical repatterning and restructuring) results from 1 to 2 sessions with everyone.

As the years fly by, it really does affirm for me, in ever deeper, more ancestrally nuanced ways, that our so called ‘inner child’ doesn’t give a shit about what our rational solar mind ‘thinks’ is ‘safe’ or ‘threatening’.

She needs to touch, smell and taste ‘safety’ (the vibrating immediacy and actualisation of her own world) for herself.

Synesthetic energetic non-dual awareness. Direct contact.

De-industrialising and by extension, re-enchanting one’s desensitised, therefore manipulated, ideologically hijacked body-mind.

In my experience, ‘non-dual awareness’ really does relatively fast track a lot of trauma clearing, neuroplastic repatterning and subconscious defense integration.

It is incredibly under-utilised and underrated for dearmouring, healing and regenerating an ecologically intact culture.

I’ve spent 15 years refining how to sink people into these states.

I’m closer to teaching others how to guide people into non-dualist sensoriums and adaptive evolutionary intelligence.

I’m now in ‘alpha’ and ‘beta testing’ phase for this.

This is not something I can offer prematurely.

I’m taking my time with this, because if you (as a practitioner) cannot implicitly feel what you are doing, and subsequently relying on dubious models and questionable, if not polarising critical theories, then you will almost certainly be unwittingly dangerous, shadow driven and ultimately destructive.

So the stakes feel high for me, wish me great good luck with bringing all of this together in a way that is eco-psycho-therapeutically intact.

And start a dialogue with me over the coming months to see if you are suitable, capable and grounded enough for learning this infernal yet ecstatic healing art.

Also phenomenally under-rated (and not very well addressed in purely eco-psycho-somatic terms), is the role that modern military – industrial techno-capitalist ‘kulture’ plays in exploiting and perpetuating our ‘character armour’ and in turn ‘trauma patterns’.

I already teach about this in my bio-energetically tracked workshops, but the rabbit holes are deeeeep and somewhat confronting if you’ve (like most nowadays) spent your life avoiding the ‘darker’ phenomenologies and complex internal ~ world systems of this planet literally postured and neurally strictured into our cerebro-spinal systems.